cruelty of reality

When i came to this wretched place, i believed into making new friends, and more of them...

i was wrong.
as every semester passes, things do not go exactly like what i wanted. instead of going up, it goes down... down to the drain, down to hell..

they say university life is enjoyable. it is a LIE.

every moment i saw this place again, like walking into a river of fire.

i came to make friends,
instead im making more enemies more than friends.




reader,
i know you are reading, with a little smile on your face, a thought of bullshit within your mind.

you dont even care, you read it just for without purpose.
you read it just to know what this is all about.

after closing it, you dont have a feeling of sympathy, no regrets, nothing you will do about it. you dont even care.

like all the creatures of reality, "who cares!"
this is you, you are one of them.
taking advantage from people, leave nothing for them,
they do the dirty work, you claim the glory.

while i am consumed by darkness of the abyss, watching as the world shatters... by the hands of these creatures of reality.

in a village, there is a cave, with endless darkness inside, people pass by without looking or cares what is in the cave.

i am in the cave, surrounded by darkness,by a source of light that is far and shines like a star...

reader, i know , you will not understand what the story is about.
go ahead, close the page, ignore page like the others. nobody understands...