Friday, July 31, 2009

Haters of life , walks the earth within a wrong path..

As assignments going to be finished. I pledge my loyalty ... to no one.
You see, when your members look down upon you, they never know what you're capable of. Since they have no trust in yourself; so be it.
Just follow orders and just do it to prevent riot among ourselves. If you act by yourself, you'll get all the blame.
that ends there.

Lemme ask you a question.
Is it to follow your dream of near ..... impossibility or follow the traditions of your family bloodline?
it depends.

Does the cruel reality world only thinks about making money to get fame?
Where was the pride and honor of the glory days?
you could show the world that you have the power to show you are capable! But you didnt do it. Fear howls from the one who gave you life to make you silent.

Fiery anger consumes yourself but mind never to be consumed. I walk through the path of doing a favor, like you. When you have the financial foundation to make a choice, where would be path you will walk? Your long shadowed dream or the future of the family?

If you are being cared, you are not alone. when silent flows through here, nobody f*cking cares about you and believes in you !! Because they will never support you and look down upon you!!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Keep movin'

As life in degree of stinking university(you know who) continues, conflict always arises the same way like in foundation.

the conflict in assignments
the conflict in mid terms
the conflict in class
the conflict in finals - no wait, everyone was dead in finals

every person could have go through the hell between the friction in teammates.


this should be last week's post

for today:-

im sick and tired of my darn cupboard keep falling apart because of my heavy (armor)clothes so i decide to get a new one and set it my own.

it did succeeded fixing the damn thing, took me almost 2 hours PLUS cleaning my dusty room which looks like 500 years old untouched room.

:sigh: it was hell of tiresome work but i gotta keep moving for tutorials.

god my mouth hurts...

Should everyone knew, Micheal Jackson the king of pop passed away, radio full of his pop songs making me popping my brain into pop corns.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

What its like to be alone..

The lyrics keep popping in my head everytime i walk, looking towards my own shadow...




I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...